Journal 24: What’s Your Problem

god dam, there's lots of things in life that seems unfair but to some extent it has to be unfair. For example, a person's talent might be unfair. the family you're born into may let you fell really unfair as to why r u like this. Other situations can also make you feel unfair but you just have to deal with it because shit happens.
Like for me, last week i got locked out of school when i didnt hear the lock out policy by Pamela and I happened to came in to school when Pamela was in great fury. Shit happens, and its not fair for me since i got locked out and other people dont get lock out. So? she didnt give a crap about me getting locked out.
Anyway, for some reason, life is unfair. Different people have diffrent field of speciality and i guess one could just get so much help from other people. That's say you can swim well, sosmeone can't swim needs a life jacket. YOu migh say that its not fair they get a life jacket, but i bet at some point in life, they will have something better than you or know something better than you and you will need help. THen they get to say that's not fair.
Besides, who cares if they can use a life jacket. You can swim like a fish while they have to float on the water around and around not being able to just jump down and enjoy the water.

Journal 22: Late Policy

Hahahahahah i lovew this journal post man, this gotta be your best journal out of year till now lol, espacially after that long discussion we had.
Starting with me personal, i totally missed out on that rampage in the morning and came in late. When i came in the school, Pamela was completely done and i guess just happened to pass by the talking machine with Sue answering it. Sue told Pamela that it was me and i just got yelled at over at the answer machine that im not allowed to come in to school. I was late for 15 minutes and Pamela exaggerated my late time to freaking 9:45 and said i dont even need to come to school. I have no first class, its a free period. Look at the freaking dorm students like Nagayama, he freaking wakes up at 9:30 since he don't have first period like i do.
Then i got block out from the school competely where i miss the anouncement, and that she said this whole policy starts after winter break. Your are not allowed, repeat, ALLOWED to freaking lock students outside of the school simply for being late. you want good productive learning? Then freaking let me in so i could learn! You locked me out, which costs me all my participation points and the fury of parents and even possibly then blow that could go up to the court. Why suffer all this? I kinda feel like Pamela is f**king up our school and reputation as a student when we were promised to be let in to top noch colleges. The WASC thing is making all the good teachers to leave the school, you're making empty promises to alot of people and your monarchy is making everyone miserable. You said integrity, from what i'm looking at and all the rumors going outside of school from past students and my friends outside in the other schools, our school is becoming a joke. We have tons of bad reputation that is flowing everywhere now and i mean seriously, if you can't cure this whole up and let the students or teacher less miserable, something bad will happen to you.
I heard a crap load of bad stuff about Pamela, and by simply the part where you are yelling at students day after night and day after night is something that lots of people could use against you.
Back to the topic of the new policy. We freaking had this policy before last year, if failed miserably, why are we doing this again? Seriously, WHY??? You want to promote better learning and you lock the students out to about 15 minutes to even 30 minutes max outside of their classrooms. A teacher from the office is suppose to walk around the school and take down the names of the peopel locked outside and send them back in. We paid all this money and you got us Veracross. Why dont you just let the teachers to do the work of putting in the names and let students go in? First of all, that's a waste of our time and the office's time. Second, the office people are freaking busy most of the time, Frank don't even have time to take us out swimming some of the time because of the load of the work you have given him. Sherry is on the phone all the time and from one of the expierence i JUST faced and saw from today's preformance of the FIRST day of the policy, it failed miserably again. Sherry is on the phone unable to go help out with the other students and Sue had to do it. Which took about 20 to 15 minutes until the kids could go in. Then comes the next issue where you will lock students outside of school for being late. I talked about that on the previous paragraph, i believe i don't have to stress me as the first Victim of this stupid rule. However, Jeff was also the victim of this stupid rule. He had a doctor's prescription for christ sake and you still blocked him out? A doctor's prescription is probably a legetimate and legal document that is definitely fit o bring the student back into the school. YOu unreasonable reason and exuse to Jeff was that you overslept and you want to use the doctor to shut me up. you had this speech with Jeff AGAIN on, "you can lie to yourself, you can lie to your parents, you can lie to me, but you can't lie to me!" it doesn't make sense at all, and legal, plus proven documents of a doctor is definitely something that cannot be faked and i'm sured definitely cannont be used to lie to someone.
This locking out of school policy is totally usless and hopeless as a human being. What's more? i bet you that the next kid that gets blocked out of school where the parents spend an hour driving him down here and went to work had to drive down here again and picked there kids back home. THink about the parents that would be furious with this policy. You're lucky that my mom doesn't care much about me being banished out of school for a day, since she knows im like a coachroach and can live of to any situation. My mom thought its a bit stupid but she's not concern about what would happen to me. I can protect myself. What about some of the other parents out there that are all careful and worried about their child? I guarantee they will freaking rip your balls off (boobs if you dont have balls) for having their kids wandering off at the streets where its raining cats and dogs out there. Helpless, poor, alone, and full of stuff, the kids will be wondering, hmm, where shoulde i go? The parents send the kids off to school for protection outside, not to let them to be kicked out and wander around here and there. The next kid that happens something like this will cry to their parentss about it. The parents will scream at the PTA meeting about it and more parents might receive the complaint from their kids and they will be mad. They will be young and wild and rage into Pamela's office and ask for a change and apology from the school. WOW, imagine that, seeing Julius's dad coming into office or Benson's mom or some other people's prents storming in. Hell girl, you're in a shit load of mess, and i mean. S.H.I.T.L.O.A.D.O.F.M.E.S.S.     R.I.P girl, who knows if the school will crash and burn to the ground and we all have to transfer to some place else? maybe you sell gum? i don't know what would happen.
Why go through all this trouble for a little problem that is caused by the little tiny liches in the school? Spray the insect killer at the termites rather than throw a freaking naplam strike at the whole forest. You know what would happen if you throw that napalm strike at the forest? the whole forest will come in flames and the enviromentalists (parents) will be biting you butt in the end. The flames will suck you up and you will have nowhere to hide, nowhere to run, no one to cry to, and no one to scream at anymore. So why go through all this crap just for a little useless policy and get your butt on fire? Get it out of the way dude, you're playing with fire here. I can tell you that you're already burnt by fire quite alot of times, stop playing it or u'll get burn AGAIN. Probably get youself on fire too. In conclusion, this whole policy is shit, you reaction to me was of tremendous stupidity, and you should stop. For the sake of the school, for the sake of the teachers and students (if you actually care about them) stop all this nonsense and go have a drink. Cool yourself down and let all of the teachers and other people have a break on this college app and essay stuff or the shouting. You're making a fool of yourself and a making a joke of yourself and the school to the whole world.

Journal Entry 14: Your Influence

No, i dont believe that a influence could go both away. Most of the time one little action by someone or a unexpected situation could be the influential moment of a person to another. Such example is for me, the daily life of my friend have become a influenntial view for me that i thought was extremely innovating. It opened a different route to me for what i could do.
That small thing that they do could cause change someone greatly and they dont even know about it. Since they dont even know about it, how would you influence them?
ANother example for not being influence both away is like the situation of younger and older people. THey difference of it is that the older kids wouldn't pay attention to what the little kids do while the younger kids would close attention at what is it that the older kids are doing. The older kid's actions culd cause trendous effect on the little kids while the older kids wouldn't care about the actions of ones that are smaller than them.
A double influence could probably only happen at the situation of two best friends. The two BFFs can have effects on both of them since they spend their time togetehr and they pay close attention to one another. That way, the actions might go both ways.

Journal 16: EMERGENCY!

I did not go through any emergency before i guess. I think emergecy reactions is something that a person have to go over or expierence it alot of times. Through all the past expierence, they learn to be calm and able to handle the stress and fear that will be coming at them at harsh times of a emergency. Since i have never been in a situation of emergency besides being screamed at by Pamela or something, i would definitely panic and asked what should i do.
I would freeze up first and theen react to what might happen. Since running around in circles won't solve anything, then tahts basically useless. Peopl that run around screaming are the one at the brink of emotional outburst of collapse.
I dont think there's anything that can prepare someone for a emergency, i mean, what can you do to prepare for an emergency? Course you can have equipments and life saving things when a earthquake comes, but what suffers most is what you feel when the earthquake happens. Your heart will scream with fear and you will wonder what you should do to avoid it.
It wouldn't be called emergency if you already prepared for it. You ought to stay calm from the start or later and get it through or you basically just collapse.

Journal 17: Oral History

My subject was Victor. WHen i started this oral history review thing, he was totally energetic about his person. He talked to me all about the teacher in Eaton and how she turned him into this enviromentalist. Starting from who is this teacher, the story continues on to the little tales in his early school years of how she changed him.
She taught him the difference between mean and strict and being enviromentally friendly. He also told me that she taught him the importance of reading. She was the one rare person that he met that reads as much as he does. Her room was jsut filled with books all over the place.
VIctor also learned alot from the wierd facts that she told them at random times. Facts such as how heavy is a whale's tongue and all the thing a tree can do.
The tale of Victor's influential person just go on and on and on that i dont even know where to stop him. It seems that he really likes her and hope to go back to Eaton in the summer to revisit her.
If i have more time for this oral history project, i might just do a extra poster or something. I really dont have much idea on how to improve this assignment beside a presentationa dn poster. I mean, im not going to write a essay on all of their influence and life right?

Journal 18: Your Attributes

I have alot of influential person in my life and i have already identify them each individualy as to what quality they have change me and how influential they are to me.
Michael - learn from mistakes, accountabilities, concern for others, introspection, possitiussy, team orientation.
Turtle - creativity, dignity, goal, unique, vision
Christine - creativity, goal, discipline (maybe), ethics, leadership, posstiussy, team orientation, unique, vision
Louis, dignity, leadership, maturity, self awareness
some of the qualities up there i have listed amy not be as strong and big, but they did influenced me in some degree on the ones i have listed out, so i fiugre to put them all down.
Each of them have their own individual little stories that i could talk about i guess.
Such as Michael and self reflection, he was punished once, he sat down alone and talk to himself and going over his mind on all the things that he shouldnt hav done. I was amazed by the calmness and the attitude he have toward his mistakes and i just observed him. Later on, i was punished once too and i tried the same thing while Michael guided me through my self reflection. I was quite relieved and avoided the same mistakes.

Journal 21: Helping the Reader

When a reader reads something, they are expecting something new that is not what they created. When a writer writes something, his writing down the things that he have in his mind. He can visualize the things that he is writing and sometime could miss out on important elements of the writing or unclear parts of the writing that he is doing.
Often times when the work of the writer is finished, he would read it and thought it is perfect. However, when a reader reads it, they would go "Huh?" and say this doesnt make sense. The reader doesnt have the visual and clear idea of what a writer is trying to express therefore they could be easily mistaken of what is it that the writer is trying to say and show.
Writers should stand back, take a rest to let your mind go blank and reevaluate their work as if they have no idea of what the original idea behind the work means. The writer could ask someone else to reread the thing to him and see what's wrong  or simply take a long break from the writing and continue it next day for its revision. By doing so, i believe the writer could get a clear idea on what is it that his trying to say and and even clearer, better, and cleaner version of the writing could be made.

Journal 20: Effective Anecdotes

My influential person that i wrote about for the essay that im about to turn in and the one i have on my presentation is two different people. THe one i have for this scene is Turtle monster. I imagine the scene of this film where his working his butt off for the upcoming exhibition and competition that he is about to face. He is going to submit his work against hundreds of other artists around the world.
THe camera starts with his figure slowly appearing. We view him from the sdie where his small room is completely filled with paint and paper. He uses his wall as the table for his paintings. His room is covered with drawings, he sweats as he work with his little turtles, expressively showing his strokes toward his artworks.
The screen switches to what his painting, like a combination of all the time that he is working on the painting into one altogether 1 work. Where you see the process of the painting slowly coming to form. His face with sweat while his eyes glow with passion for what he wants and what he believes in. Then comes the scene of his past shows and personal sell at small markets. He rented his own little place and put up his own little shop for three weeks. Sitting there from day to night waiting for people to buy his things and look upon his artworks.

Journal 19: The Hardest Part

This is a thinking journal for me, i might just throw whatever idea i have on this page.
christine
turtle monster
dennis - he opened my route to art. If it weren't for his fun and moody teaching i expierenced from 8th to 9th grade, i probably wouldn't be considering to become a artist. He gave me a clear goal on what i should do. Besides giveing me a clear goal, he had always been a good counselor for me in my social and personal life. His humor and craziness affected everyone beside him, that definitely included me.

Louis - orderly and cleansiness. My room, my life, and my world were all put in place and begin thinking about my future when he asked me the question of what are you going to do when you grow up.

Michael - childhood best friend, he was the one that taught me responsibilities, freindship, trust, introspection, posstiusty, team work, and leadership. Before i met him, i was the one escaping taking up work or hiding around other people. Staying in a year with him in school and the organization Tai Ji Men got me learning from him. What did he do? he was the leader in our class, he had to organize numerous events in different places and the one that was able to call everybody's attention.
His leadership was awe inspring to me, he shows concern and love for everybody. I changed from that into someone who talks to everyone, introduce myself in public to new students and eager to make every student or new comer at a place to feel like at home.
He was the one that taught me to look into myself, reflect on the things i done wrong. Know your mistakes, so that you won't be doing the same thing again. Patience from listening and thinking, or i would have been even worse than now
Zhu hsin hou - trust and forgiveness, much is needed for him, but he is a mystery to me for now, might take him off the list.

o shit, just now i realized the other guy is my dad, or more so his one sentence, what is the life you wanna give your wife and kids, one like what you're having now? or is it one of a normal family in a condo or maybe even a trashed place?
about it for now.

Journal Entry 15: Disappointment

no joke, i always draw a chart and jot down my ideas before i start my essays. I usually use a bubble chart to start. However, my bubble charts are not going in the order of main idea and then to details. Sometimes i start with one main point and then into the main idea. I usually scribble down any idea i have or anything that come into my mind that have significant or little resemblance. These method helped me on coming up with the details of the topic first. The main idea or topic could basiacally be a fancy title of the ideas that i have on the paper. I work from small to big, rather than big to small.
Some might say its easier to work from big to small, but the time that you delayed your thoughts from pouring freely actually limit the amount of stuff you can put in. My idea is that you have everything on the table, and i mean EVERYTHING
Then, you take your own pick on what is it that you think would make use and can be used. With this, you don't let your idea to leave your head. You might be thinking, ah, thats a good idea, ill write it down once im done with the main idea of the essay. Once you finish the main idea of the essay, you can't remember what was it that you were going to put again.

Journal Entry 11: Worms

this is a easy journal for me, i have quite alot of bad days recently. With the stress that my SAT isn't high enough, i have no idea on what i want to do in the future. Well, to be more precise i don't know which specific route i will take. I have quite alot of different routes that i can choose to excel in.
How i take care of some of my stress is by shouting or releasing my anger. DOing sports is a great way to release anger. You excercise all your strength on delivering a fast and tiring meter run in the water. YOu have a blood thristing brawl with my taekwando mates.
Listening to music also help me release my pain. I listen to soothing music that changes my mood from angry to sad. With sadness, i change pretty rapidly. My dont hang around with my emotions of being sad and mellowy the whole day.
SHouting your anger out to the world helps too. Its like riding a rollar coaster. When you are on a rollar coaster, you get pressure from allsides and you become really tense up. You scream to yell out the fear and the air in your lungs so that you don't get pressure as much.

Journal Entry 12: Learning Experience?

The reason for me in choosing this dorm expierence life is because it really changed me. There's lots of people in my life that changed me, but to a specific expierence that changed me? i really couldn't think about one. The dorm life was significant to me because it was a totally new expierence. I have never lived in the dorms or alone outside before. It was after living and learning from them that changed my habits and personality to someone that is much more natured and can handle my own things. When writing about this significant expierence and thinking about what event i should write, i really had no idea. The specific moment that i actually realize they changed me so much was when i was brainstorming for this topic. Other than that, not really. I made up the part about my realization that my change is when i was cleaning up my things. There really wasn't much i was thinking about when i was cleaning up (you have to read my essay to know what am i talking about).
This whole expierence was a process, im rewriting this event to fit the college app. As for my own self reflection, the one big reflection i got out of it is to realize the best year in my highschool life and the three influential people in my life.

Journal Entry 13: Influential Person

Influential person are all over my life. I mean, to compare my old self to me now, like, right now, its just two totally different person. I might be really friendly to everyone when i was little, but not as now where i basically know everybody. The person that i was going to do is Louis, but after looking at all the list of people i have, i can't really decide. For Louis, his attitude and coolness to everything changed me. Out of the three people that changed me, the one that changed me into a independent person is Louis. His the side of Logic and reason out of Luke and Jed. Then is Christine, her passion inspired greatly. Besides Christine for the passion person, my friend Turtle monster, a artist that i met online also showed me great passion. Their love in what they like totally changed my view of things that you like. I mean, if you want to be passionate about something, they would be my role model. Are you as passionate as them? or are you just, okok with what ever you are doing now. Dennis Potter, the one that opened my view in the artistic side. He made me love art, he was the one that opened the door of creativity in my life. I know Pamela hates him, and he probably would stop me from writing him as a influential person. Zhu Hisn Hau, a mystrious graduate i know when i was back in elementary school. He was like, THE role model for me. He was one of the popular guys in school. He was one of the older school mates that is willing to hang out with me. Numerous incidents happened that led me to the belief of him as a inspirational person to me. He protected me from bullys qutie alot of times. He was also the one that inspired me in learning Taekwando. If it weren't for him, i wouldn't touch martial arts. Michael Shih, a childhood friend of mine in middle and high school back in the U.S. He was the one that rebuilt my confidence everytime i was crushed. I had terrible basketball skills back in Middle school. He taught me basketball skills, stayed after school for me and taught me homework, sports, and games. Back in that time, he was a straight A student and the top basketball player the school can have. However, right now, he stopped his basketball, he stopped his grades into a c average. Sigh, i don't know what happened to him, i wish he could get back up as my hero again. Bad and influential person? definitely One is Duncan, the cool guy in my elementary years. He was the one that call me when he needed me, and threw me away when he don't need me. He bullied me before in elementery years, and i had to be in the same middle school when i came back to Taiwan. He was a bad influenec to me not just in bullying me. He did some nasty shit to me, and made me do some nasty shit to other people. he smokes, skips schools, in a gang, basically any kind of wrong and illegal stuff he done it before. He uses the money of his grandfather to survive, and he got kicked out of school last year. Currently in Canada.

Journal Entry 3: No Big Thing

To start this journal, i have to say that today's event is the opposite from my last journal. The last journal was about me suffered in a car accident in extremem horrific circumstances. Today, is the actual event that happened to my small car crash of me and my friend's family. It started from us driving down a crossroad while me and my friends were chatting. When we cross the street with our car, a car rammed from the side into us. It may sound incredibly dangerous, but the actual event was just a loud noise, and then nothing else. I was sitting on the side of the door that was hit, i just shook a little bit and it was over. We parked our car at the side to examine the damage while my friend's mom called for agents. The one who rammed into us was a Mexican family i believe. Im not being racist, just clarifying who hit us. While we waited for the agents, the family was shouting and talking in mexican, and we were quite puzzled as they fought quite fiercly. Once the agent came, the family started saying how we were wrong for breaking the rules, and that they smashed into our car caused a injury in her grandmother's neck. Well, clearly they were fighting a second before this, so i beleive nmothing really happened. The debate between the agent, police and the family became so interesting, me and my friend went across the street for ice cream cone. We sat down by a little bench beside and look at how the mexican family were talking with hand gestures, saliva flying everywhere, clearing things out. It was quite hilarious, but it really isn't a event that you would tell your friend to for significant. That was the reason why i never bought it up.

Friday, October 28, 2011

The reason that i decided to use the story of dorm life because i want to emphasize the fact that i am independent. The life of dorm life and what i learned from it changed me as a whole. The independent part of going outside and live by myself was pretty hard to write. I can't think about a specific incident that happened that enlightened me. The whole thing was a process, not a realization that just happened. Well, maybe a realization wheni was writing about this expierence, but it wouldn't make this expierence sounds or look significant. To be honest, i had trouble in shortening the expierence. There's the before, the after, the middle of what happened. Everything had to happen over a period of time to all become one. By the way, i just realize how hard this journal woulb be, trying to expand this random idea into 200 words is quite compicated and challenging i gotta say. What i learned from this essay is probably the structure of the whole thing. I mean, with the college app, you don't follow the 5 paragraph, and it can take some time to think about how are u going to process your information to thr reader. It can be a interesting separation, a boring separation, or a serious separation (i mean by the tone of the essay.)

Journal Entry 10: Ivy or not Ivy? That is the question!

That was a interesting video, i believe what he is trying to suggest and imply is that those who have a heart in doing something can succeed. The amount of passion and time that you spent reflects your position in the soceity. As he said, the people that have the potential to get into good schools can do just as fine as those who choose not to go to those schools but had the admission. I believe it still makes a difference, while this proofs a point that different people hacve different motivation on their subject. Those who succeeded probably are the ones that are actually involve in their work, the people that graduated are the ones that spent their times, love their work, and polish or stands out in what they believe in. The people that dropped out are the ones that had no patience or skills in what the ones suceeded. Sure, you can say that they don't really need to pay good money for a good college then. However, i believe that some people got famous through the good colleges. By the connections and the worldwide possibilities of their famous college to have a much diverse and interesting connections. Those that chooses to go to normal average colleges must have a distinct potential to allow them to succeed as those who went into the good colleges.

Journay Entry 8:Hate

As to the people i hate right now, its a bit complicated. The personi hate right now happened to be my friend as well, but he can get so Freaking annoying that i want to rip his head off. His quite one hell son a beach. As to the most distinctive feature of him is that he looks like a freaking sissy. His hair, taiwanese dress and his voice. Right now, anywhere i'm walking and i heard his voice my veins would just pop. I would go literally liek UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why is it him AGAIN!?His high pitch voice around just drives me crazy. He said his my friend for criticizing EVERYTHING I DO, since this is the case, then i rather you NOT by my friend and freaking approve what i do for christ sake. He literally have to say everything opposite of what i have said. F**ck, his really getting on my nerves lately. His been humiliating me in front of other people for making me look like a sick bastard in front complete strangers. That is just seriously too much, i act like that in front of people i know, not in front of people i DON'T KNOW. RIght now, he is threatening me with my secrets when i told him eariler and that if i keep saying things that offend him he will let it out or some shit, but seriously, WTF?
I mean, his basically crushing all the confidence i have in front of other people while he continously bash me with comments in front of other people. Im not talking about Julius here, just to be clear. Besides that, what's even more annoying is that he can attack me, and i can attack him. I swear to god if he threatens or annoy one more time, i will smash his head into a brick mercilessly or cut off his fucking tongue. He possess the demon tongue of the serpent who tricked Adam and Eve in the Genesis.

Journal Entry 7: Last Thoughts

this is one of the journals that i will be very honest about the things that i want to do. I may sound really wrong and inappropriate, but this is my true self and what i really really want to do. I don't know what i will he able to do in the future, but i imagine if im really old RIGHT NOW, there should two things i have accomplish in my life, one or the another, or even the combination of both. I should have a family, or i die having to fulfill my dream of the ultimate body pleasure. My dream, is to have the ultimate body pleasure with girls of different country and race and at a variety of different places 'note, hot girls, not fat, not ugly :P.. Im sorry for this journal, but this is what i really want to do. After i finish the ultimate pleasure of the body, i want to get married, have a nice job, enjoy a nice old life. Live at somewhere that's either by the sea, or somewhere close to a place where i can ski.
I would also want to travel around the world, while, probably when im traveling around the world, i can also achieve my first goal. I would love to go to Greece for its ancient Greek artifacts. Berlin, for its famous street artists and graffiti everywhere, and visit the altar of Zeus. I wold like to live in Japan for a few years to expierence the life sushi and polite people around me. I want to go to Amsterdam, for some daaaaaaaaaam WEED!!!!!!
I want to expiernce life at some place like Argentina or Hawaii, where i can surf all day, enjoy the beach, the bikini, and the sun. Traveling, ultimate body pleasure, and food is the three things that i will have to accomplish before i die.

Journal Entry 6: Innocent

I have lots of good qualities, at least i think.
Im always fun to be around, my distinct quality and courage around people can always make people laugh or be surprised. I can easily talk to a stranger on the road if i think he or she is interesting or hot. I did that more than once, lol
I'm kind, and i mean by kind i mean i would go to the public library for service and sort of books. I always donate my receipts for poor kids that are in need of help and old man or disabled people. I will throw all my trash away and sometimes pick up trashes around my neighborhood.
My heart of honor and courage propels me to live a good life. I fight for the weak, help the weak, resists bullying.
I am a man of responsibility and completes the task that people asks me to do. When i see something unfit, and not right or done in a correct way, i will not hesitate to offer advice and aid the person.
Such good qualities of a human being =v= am i right ?

Journal Entry 5: Shot Down in Flames

(this journal is like finding one's own flaws)
There are multiple reasons as to why this compnay have no need of such person. Our company's moto is cleaniness, the hair and the habits that the man have provided did not fit the moto. His hair consists of messiness, it doesn't goes in a fashionable and clean way. His nails are way too long to begin with. Its disgusting, and by from what he proclaims, it feels good when you scratch yourself. That is just wierd and quite disgusting to be heard as a bypasser. Despite his low grades in have on his SAT or grades during school, we are afraid that he might be too sociable a person. This employee might disrupt the other female employees that are currently working. His attitude to girls as to flirting with them are way too often, and it is not suitable for the office and working enviroment of other people.

Journal Entry 4: Tables Turned

I have been living alone for the past few month and i have to say, some of these graduates im living with our irresponsible and retards who needs a freaking brain. If im looking for students that will be studying in my college, i would look for qualities that can prove that you are independent and well connected first. The ability to learn and adapt around other people is very important. From my expierence, these graduates have no idea on how to live with people or communicating with other people. They have terrible manners when treating other people (this is observation through dealing with lots of different students). I believe, to succeed in the future, one needs to learn how to cope with people. To know how to cope with people, this means that they need to know how to communicate, how to show good manners, and most importantly be interactive. If you don't show any enthusiasm to what you like or what you want to do in the future, you might as well just stay home. People who took jobs during a young age is a pretty good thing to look for. As a student working with other grown adults, they must learn how to cope with them and be friends to live on in their jobs. You have to work with other people in jobs, that gives you the ability to communicate. i do not want students that are irresponsible. If they have decided to do one thing, they best do a dam great job. That leads up to another thing, some people wouldn't clean up their own mess. Students need to learn to finish one thing completely, and not just learn to do things have way only.

Journal Entry 2: First Time for Everything

There are just so many first time in life thaty you expierence. A first time occurs everytime you start a day. Starting from the first i ate a snicker, first time i had lu ro rice. First time i got stuck in a elevator. First time i went out with my friends. First time i went to school. FIrst time to sing a song in front of a group of people. First time i clicked with someone. First time i expierence a crust never like before. All of these first time left a lasting impression in my heart. I think, one of the first time i had most interesting is when i drank beer. I drank beer the first time when i was in japan, last year. I had wine, saki, and alot of different alcholol but just not beer. I had beer with my familyy and my family's friends last year. The feeling was a bit, unpleasant, but i have a whole can. The outer pressure of drink it and you are a man. Well, technically i just feel that way. It felt a bit disgusting when i had the first sip. The bubly taste in my mouth was stronger than coke, it was not sweet, a bit refreshing at the same time. However, it wasn't a pleasant taste to first timers. The cold feeling when you hold the tall glass, excitements rose when i was smelling the drink. It smelt nice, nothing i have expirenced before. When the icy drink went down my throat, i didn't like it. The bubly yellow drink looked like piss. After the first unpleasant taste, i drank more and more down, it became soothing. It turned from yellow piss into a pleasant enjoying drink that made me feel energetic. I started eating sushi with beer, it turned even better. Roasted beef and chicken plus wasabi was a bless as you drink beer down. The strong wasabi and smoke turned into a mixture with beer was fantastic. Nowadays, whenever i have roast chicken in those small shops around school, i would have a beer can on my other hand to feel the sensation.

What Happened to Me

I had, one of those life changing events, that i swear i will not do the same thing, like someone. That someone, is a drunk driver. WHen i was 12 in the U.S, i suffered in a terrible car accident. Me and my friends were riding in his mom's car. It was saturday and we were just about to go watch a movie. While everything was going smooth, out of nowhere, a truck rammed out of the drive way on the left and hit our car right on the sides. What happened after that, i couldn't remember. The next time i woke up, i was lying in a pile of dirt and blood. My friend lay in the pile of blood by my side. My whole body bruised and i think i couldn't feel my arm. I tried to stay awake, and climbed over to where my friend is bleeding. I didn't know how to check his pulses when i was little, i just hoped he would live. I slapped him again and again telling him not to follow the light. Well, that was my interpretation of death when i was little. The tears and blood mixed and trickled down onto his face, i cried and prayed for the best in my heart. As the crowd of people gathers around of us, someone finally called 911. I didn't give a crap about the driver with the truck, i just cared about if my friend and his family would live. I gathered up the last of my strength and managed to walk towards my friend's mom, checking if she's fine as well. As i move closer to the other remaining scraps of the car, my heart froze, as i realized she was stuck inside the car. The smell of gasoline around me clogged up my sense. The taste of bitter blood mixed with tears felt sour. I screamed in pain as i remembered the sight just before our car crash, the truck coming closer and closer and then smashed into our car. As the thought of death to the two of my friends blossom in the depth of my mind, i finally fainted. When i woke up, the doctor told me the truck driver was smoking while driving, and didn't notice us. My friend lived, but his mother died, the pain inside me grew deeper and deeper, and i swore that i will never smoke.