Friday, October 28, 2011

The reason that i decided to use the story of dorm life because i want to emphasize the fact that i am independent. The life of dorm life and what i learned from it changed me as a whole. The independent part of going outside and live by myself was pretty hard to write. I can't think about a specific incident that happened that enlightened me. The whole thing was a process, not a realization that just happened. Well, maybe a realization wheni was writing about this expierence, but it wouldn't make this expierence sounds or look significant. To be honest, i had trouble in shortening the expierence. There's the before, the after, the middle of what happened. Everything had to happen over a period of time to all become one. By the way, i just realize how hard this journal woulb be, trying to expand this random idea into 200 words is quite compicated and challenging i gotta say. What i learned from this essay is probably the structure of the whole thing. I mean, with the college app, you don't follow the 5 paragraph, and it can take some time to think about how are u going to process your information to thr reader. It can be a interesting separation, a boring separation, or a serious separation (i mean by the tone of the essay.)

Journal Entry 10: Ivy or not Ivy? That is the question!

That was a interesting video, i believe what he is trying to suggest and imply is that those who have a heart in doing something can succeed. The amount of passion and time that you spent reflects your position in the soceity. As he said, the people that have the potential to get into good schools can do just as fine as those who choose not to go to those schools but had the admission. I believe it still makes a difference, while this proofs a point that different people hacve different motivation on their subject. Those who succeeded probably are the ones that are actually involve in their work, the people that graduated are the ones that spent their times, love their work, and polish or stands out in what they believe in. The people that dropped out are the ones that had no patience or skills in what the ones suceeded. Sure, you can say that they don't really need to pay good money for a good college then. However, i believe that some people got famous through the good colleges. By the connections and the worldwide possibilities of their famous college to have a much diverse and interesting connections. Those that chooses to go to normal average colleges must have a distinct potential to allow them to succeed as those who went into the good colleges.

Journay Entry 8:Hate

As to the people i hate right now, its a bit complicated. The personi hate right now happened to be my friend as well, but he can get so Freaking annoying that i want to rip his head off. His quite one hell son a beach. As to the most distinctive feature of him is that he looks like a freaking sissy. His hair, taiwanese dress and his voice. Right now, anywhere i'm walking and i heard his voice my veins would just pop. I would go literally liek UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why is it him AGAIN!?His high pitch voice around just drives me crazy. He said his my friend for criticizing EVERYTHING I DO, since this is the case, then i rather you NOT by my friend and freaking approve what i do for christ sake. He literally have to say everything opposite of what i have said. F**ck, his really getting on my nerves lately. His been humiliating me in front of other people for making me look like a sick bastard in front complete strangers. That is just seriously too much, i act like that in front of people i know, not in front of people i DON'T KNOW. RIght now, he is threatening me with my secrets when i told him eariler and that if i keep saying things that offend him he will let it out or some shit, but seriously, WTF?
I mean, his basically crushing all the confidence i have in front of other people while he continously bash me with comments in front of other people. Im not talking about Julius here, just to be clear. Besides that, what's even more annoying is that he can attack me, and i can attack him. I swear to god if he threatens or annoy one more time, i will smash his head into a brick mercilessly or cut off his fucking tongue. He possess the demon tongue of the serpent who tricked Adam and Eve in the Genesis.

Journal Entry 7: Last Thoughts

this is one of the journals that i will be very honest about the things that i want to do. I may sound really wrong and inappropriate, but this is my true self and what i really really want to do. I don't know what i will he able to do in the future, but i imagine if im really old RIGHT NOW, there should two things i have accomplish in my life, one or the another, or even the combination of both. I should have a family, or i die having to fulfill my dream of the ultimate body pleasure. My dream, is to have the ultimate body pleasure with girls of different country and race and at a variety of different places 'note, hot girls, not fat, not ugly :P.. Im sorry for this journal, but this is what i really want to do. After i finish the ultimate pleasure of the body, i want to get married, have a nice job, enjoy a nice old life. Live at somewhere that's either by the sea, or somewhere close to a place where i can ski.
I would also want to travel around the world, while, probably when im traveling around the world, i can also achieve my first goal. I would love to go to Greece for its ancient Greek artifacts. Berlin, for its famous street artists and graffiti everywhere, and visit the altar of Zeus. I wold like to live in Japan for a few years to expierence the life sushi and polite people around me. I want to go to Amsterdam, for some daaaaaaaaaam WEED!!!!!!
I want to expiernce life at some place like Argentina or Hawaii, where i can surf all day, enjoy the beach, the bikini, and the sun. Traveling, ultimate body pleasure, and food is the three things that i will have to accomplish before i die.

Journal Entry 6: Innocent

I have lots of good qualities, at least i think.
Im always fun to be around, my distinct quality and courage around people can always make people laugh or be surprised. I can easily talk to a stranger on the road if i think he or she is interesting or hot. I did that more than once, lol
I'm kind, and i mean by kind i mean i would go to the public library for service and sort of books. I always donate my receipts for poor kids that are in need of help and old man or disabled people. I will throw all my trash away and sometimes pick up trashes around my neighborhood.
My heart of honor and courage propels me to live a good life. I fight for the weak, help the weak, resists bullying.
I am a man of responsibility and completes the task that people asks me to do. When i see something unfit, and not right or done in a correct way, i will not hesitate to offer advice and aid the person.
Such good qualities of a human being =v= am i right ?

Journal Entry 5: Shot Down in Flames

(this journal is like finding one's own flaws)
There are multiple reasons as to why this compnay have no need of such person. Our company's moto is cleaniness, the hair and the habits that the man have provided did not fit the moto. His hair consists of messiness, it doesn't goes in a fashionable and clean way. His nails are way too long to begin with. Its disgusting, and by from what he proclaims, it feels good when you scratch yourself. That is just wierd and quite disgusting to be heard as a bypasser. Despite his low grades in have on his SAT or grades during school, we are afraid that he might be too sociable a person. This employee might disrupt the other female employees that are currently working. His attitude to girls as to flirting with them are way too often, and it is not suitable for the office and working enviroment of other people.