2012年5月19日 星期六

Journal 51: The Best Laid Plans

There haven't been a major crisis or challenge in my life that i have faced yet, or i suppose i simply forgot about it. If i face a challenge, i usually push myself to the very limit to accomplish the challenge. Or i simply find a unexpected hole to the challenge and overcome it. Why would i say that? because of my the only challenges i remembered was the start of 2012 where everything was falling apart.
I was screamed by the head of the school everyday. My SAT score is shit. My social life was crumbling down and there was no female for me to hit on (this is a big thing for me). My family was disappointed in me and i was pushed to madness. Nothing went according to plan and i basically had everything in ruins.
I didn't try to fix each thing one by one, i found a hole where i rested my mind. That was the time where i started to make friends outside of school and found myself a artist community. After that was established and seeing all the approved voices from people across the continent, i had my confidence once again. Everything went back on track where my friends came and apologized and my SAT was rising back up after my confidence was regained.

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