Journal 49: What I Am Proud Of

I am proud of, my enthusiasm for new things and adventurous qualities. One of my favorite thing and what i can find myself fascinate with is exploring. I don't like to be stuck on one approach or one lifestyle. I love new things and new experiments. By trying out new things, i feel myself discovering a brand new aspect of the world. I find myself exploring a new realm and i really want to see the world. Travel to the native lands, grab a backpack and go is one of dreams.
When i meant i want to travel the world, i meant it. If you gave a a load of cash my first choice of action would be grabbing a ticket and fly to one of my favorite and most curious place, Rome, then walk the whole Europe. My adventurous quality is what pushes me to be outgoing. I'm never scared of strangers, i can strike a conversation or walk up to a group of strangers and try to be absorbed. From time to time, i would stick to a specific thing im interested and get connected with all the people around the world that is interested in it as well. For example, art. I have created my own community of artists and help artists from cross continent to know each other and make collaboration projects.

Journal 45: About Myself

I'm a super social person, i believe my application does not talk about it. I am absolutely unafraid of people in the street or talking to stranger. I could strike a conversation with anyone in the streets.Another thing i love is getting connected to people. I add thousands of people on facebook and talk with hundreds of people. One of my recent hobbies is sharing artworks with people across the globe on facebook. Looking at all those people that became as astonished at the artworks i posted as i did when i first saw them is absolutely joyful. Making friends with the internet gets me connected with people across the globe to places that i will probably not visit in a million years. I became international community members of undergroundd art society or famous artists as i chat with them. 

Being social is probably the thing i'm best at. I always look for oppurtunites to meet new people and get connected to different cultures or art form that i do not experience. 

Journal 46: Art and Life

i don't know if it will help me in my life and i dont know if art school will help me prepare my caraer. I am simple going there because my heart tells me to. I love the arts, and i never realize that until last year. I didn't thought of pursuing the arts probably because my mom was just too good. Drawing beside her gives me a aura of pressure to paint and draw as good as her.
I figured that's why i didn't pursue the arts. I'm grateful of the fact that i came to PAS. Despite all the trash and terrible atrocities that are raging in the school, the arts program and studio in PAS is quite fantastic. Dennis and Jones encouraged me to pursue the arts and continue on with my interest.
I like to spray things and make stencils. Drawing is also one of my specialties. Despite the fact that i really want to paint, i also fear i might screw up one of my works. Spraying a artwork is something that my mom never did tried and is unfmailiar with it. I suppose that is the reason why i decided to use spray to make my point in society. Its something my mom don't know about so i don't have  pressure and the revolutionary quality and rebellious representation is what i want. This particular form suits my need in conceptly and personal interest wise.
I'am definitely not sure where art will lead me in the future, but i believe in living a life of joy and that is what art can provide me with. Money comes later in my list of important things.

Journal 47: More Art

Banksy
Ai Wei Wei
these are just two of the choices i have
Ai Wei Wei's human representation through gestures at Tian An Men is one of the artwork that have influenced me greatly. His simple representation and straightout opposition is what i strife for in my art works. I strife to be a revolutionary artist that is unafraid to attack cherished beliefs or authorities that are above and higher than me. I want to make a point with art and not just some pretty picture to hang in the house. Ai Wei Wei's art forms shocked the government authorities in the world and his art forms are simple and quick representaitons of his revoltutionary ideas.

As for Banksy, his art form are even simpler with words and simple illustrations sprayed across the globe. peace and government opposition or orthodox beliefs is what he always attack. His graffiti representations are exactly what i admire. With his artworks sprayed instead of painted, it reiniforces the rebellious idea and concept behind his stencils. Such as the work have a nice day or the man throwing a flower. Its a simple stencil but the idea behind it could promote peace simple and easy with its special materials.

Journal 48: Busy busy busy

Everything can be viewed as a plaeasurable or beneficial experience. It doesn't matter if it is running a errand, having a meeting, suffering, being shot, or suffering a heart breaking broke up. 

My life is very pleasant despite the fact that i was moving from place to place and was bullied for a while in U.S until i couldn't take it anymore and broke someone's nose. 

I lived with pleasure in every aspect of life, why? i want to lead a happy life and keep my hair. When i move from place to place, i keep a optimistic thought thinking can meet new girls and new interesting people. When i get bullied, i take pleasure in the thought i can beat the crap out of them one day. When i'm studying, i take pleasure in thinking how awesome it would be if i got an A and get to party once im done with it. 

Pleasure lives in everything and every activity. The only difference in how a person can feel pleasure depends on the thought of perceiving the activity. 

Journal 44: Past Experiences

yeah, art, but not decided on which specific art major yet. Art schools believe that we are all little brats that know nothin about art and don't want us to have a major. I actually like that, i could experience and test around different things until i decided my actual major. This is good, really good. What really impacted me on deciding to art major is probably street art. Why? because at first, i just like art but i really wasn't sure if i wanna do it for a actual job and major.
However, after i go all out with art and started to travel around taipei for knowing local artists, i picked up a spray can and started doing my own stencils. Dam i love that feeling of spraying and creating stencil. I felt endless ideas and possibilities popping up in my mind and all i wanted to do is just cut and draw and spray. After i was praise for some of my work last year, that was the catalyst that pushed me to become a artist. I started traveling aroudn Taipei and being involved in all the art program or exhibit. Exploring each of the style of different people and adapting in.
Nothing else really sucked me in since for my past time i enjoy art the most. It's not something i would say, blah, im tired and i wanna take a rest.

Journal 43: Intellectual Vitality

well, my extracurricular activity Tai Ji Men is quite important to me. then the other thing is freedom and cleansiness. I might not look clean as you see my hair, but i clean my room everyday and my bag and stuff is all arranged and tidy. I hate having bugs or have some wierd smell coming up in my room. I want everything to smell nice. Once thing i absolutely cannot take is to have something smell like shit. Either it is your armpit smell, your feet smell or whatever. If i discover something i find that does not smell good, i will eliminate it and make it smell nice.
If anyone will be my future roomate, i want someone that can chat with me on i don't know, very personal stuffs. Like one who i shall not name, he would have been the perfect roommate. We have the same music taste, the same jokes and the same hobby that we could screw around and wouldn't be piss off at each other. We talk about porn and girls all the time and share explicit stuff. We share informations on different girls, we have the same taste in finding someone hot but different taste on who would be a good girlfriend. We like to eat similar things. Dang, thinking about it now, i wish i can meet a future roommate that share all these characteristics.
Basically, to live with me, you need to be acustom to my music taste and the no boundary kind of way.