2012年2月28日 星期二

Journal 32: Free Write

ok, i love this journal like, superb cause the most amazing thing happened to me yesterday at night. Im pretty sure i wasnt on drugs or getting high or any of that shit. i had the best and i swear to god the best the most realistic dreams i have ever had before.
So it started out with me going out of my room and saw that the front door was open. I went inside Robert's room and asked him why didn't you close the door? and Richard was like (cause today richard just happen to sleep over at the same time and his in the dream too!?) don't you know? the news said there's going to be a heat wave at midnight or sth. I was like seriously!? so should i open my window for my room to get warm or something? there were like yeah!!
so then i went to open the window and then BAM
and dont remember anything else other than that.
then goes on to the really good dream
the memory starts where i was holding a really like, kind of shy, hot, but not the latino kind of hot with all that curves and everything. She's blonde, hair to the shoulder, cute, body with curves, figure a B almost a C.
we were hiding in the closet of a family party of i dont know who. Shy, i was the leading idea and taking her out guy and we went kissing. After that is all kinds of places that we went to together and hugging and just like a couple. Dam, she was so hot and so heartwarming i have no idea where i met such a girl.
the thing is, i've never met this girl before, not even on the streets or the movie before if i did, i would've remember her face and body for a long time.
then i was taking a nap and she woke me up
then i woke up, Robert told me im about to be late, its 7:40 and i had to dash out without breakfast. Dam i wish i could just sleep and live my life with her.
she was incrediblely sweet and sensible of my needs. She's perfect. like, the perfect girlk i would want to meet and marry. I don't know if god gave me this dream to go look for this girl? i don't know, i just thought to be romantic to go search up for this girl but also really tiring if i never get to find her, but i wish, i do find this girl
its so strange, the dream was so incredibly true. I could picture myself and feeling her kiss, our body hugged in the closet and her face just so clearly and real. I've never had dreams as true as this one at all. It was just like, really true and real when i kill zombie but i dont actually feel the touch and stuff. i could sense fear and sweat, but not the realistic and love touching of a dam kiss!!
god that was a good dream, i just wish i never have to wake up.

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